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"Well fuck off!"

Just got back from the first concert I went to that I wanted to see: GWAR! They fuckin' rocked!

It was prolly the only legal time I can say I was sprayed with blood, guts and semen and enjoyed it!
Shocking nobody, I didn't make it into WalkingCityOCT.

I'm not surprised. My entry was awful, and I made every single mistake I've made every other time I've auditioned for these things. I took unnecessary risks (Kez's comic-in-a-ref-sheet and elaborate ref sheets in general) that did nothing but waste time and make it seem like I never learned a fucking thing from my past mistakes. The Cure was the only time I ever finished before the deadline, but that was such a goddamn mess and I kept throwing in poorly thought-out references for who knows why.

I feel like no matter how much I could actually put into these auditions, I'll always have the same problems that are just hard-wired into my brain. I'll never be able to see what's wrong with my script because I have no way to see how the problems look in full form before the deadline because of all the time I sink into making the damn comic in the first place. Almost all of my time was wasted on actually developing and designing my characters, which amounted to nothing because they still looked and read as terrible bland hackneyed piles of shit while everyone else was churning out characters without an ounce of effort and able to realize their ideas and build their pictures painstakingly and effortlessly. I have no other artist of my ilk, let alone actual artist friends who do this, to give me advice on these things to better address the problems I always face. I don't understand why it takes so long for me to figure anything out for my concepts, or why it's so hard to figure out personalities and stories, or why I can never write my characters for shit when I have to zoom in on the big picture elements I'm so much more apt at coming up with.

Coupled with my arduous pacing at failing to balance work, life, and free time, I have no way to step away from my work to see enough to change and then recover from the blows I have to give because god fucking knows my process is never gonna lead to anything that will get accepted.
Mr. Sam's God Form by Zeikier
Mr. Sam's God Form
Mr. Sam's god form has an improper, god-awful design on his ref sheet, so here's it revamped. Worked on it during work. Monster Hunter is a great source of inspiration for pushing the boundaries of extravagance.
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"Well fuck off!"

Just got back from the first concert I went to that I wanted to see: GWAR! They fuckin' rocked!

It was prolly the only legal time I can say I was sprayed with blood, guts and semen and enjoyed it!

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Zeikier
Like a Scream but Sort of Silent
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Personal Quote: The brain knows how to draw, it just needs to teach the hands.
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AkitheFrivolicious Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional Digital Artist
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SuperLorelei Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student General Artist
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HedgehodgeMonster Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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V-pal97 Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave :) 
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prettyblind Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014
thank you soo muchh for +fav ! Heart 
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SweetScout Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Yo, thanks for the fave. B]
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Zeikier Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yo, you're welcome. .w.
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Ryex-617 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for adding "We Hate that Hedgehog" to your favorites. :thanks:
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Zeikier Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome! :iconhelmetrobotnikplz:
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Ryex-617 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Love that plz icon by the way! :D
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